Few choose to be heroes. No one chooses to be a weapon. (Bucky Barnes/Winter Soldier Ask/RP blog)

Ooc: Kay here’s the deal…

This account started as an ask blog, but mutates into more of an RP blog. Due to business, it’s been neglected and I think I caught a hobo or two in here…

This account is pretty much dead. I always forget to check on it, and it’s not fair to all the players I interact with that the threads get left hanging for sometimes weeks on end.

Now…I do have another Bucky account. Found here.

It’s an indie blog. I’ll still play with anyone. It’s multiversal, I’ll play with multiples, all that. It’s just I’m more active on that blog, and if I direct everyone I play with over here to that one, hopefully no one will be forgotten or neglected. So go ahead and follow that account if you’re still interested in playing with Bucky. C:

As for this account…I’ll probably leave it up, but I doubt it will be updated and/or active. This one was made on a whim, to be more ask focused, but since I never got asks…it’s just easier if all my role playing is on one central account, so I don’t forget or abandon anyone.

Just a PSA. To all the wonderful people I played with, it was a blast, and if you’d like to continue or start fresh, the link to the other account is above^

hammerindustries replied to your post: Guess who’s back…
Oh, were you on hiatus? I was wondering where you were off to.

I was stuck using my phone or an iPad for about 2 weeks. I wasn’t able to keep up with all accounts. :p

agentnatasharushman:

askjamesbarnes:

agentnatasharushman:

Natalia sighed as she slowed to a stop at a red light. “Remind me again why I wear this.” She mocked, a small smirk tugging at her lips.

“Because I don’t want to lose you again? Especially in such a mundane fashion, given your occupation…? Honestly I just wanted to see if you would wear it.” James gave her shoulder a small squeeze, biting his lip to stop himself from laughing.

She took it off and shook her head, her red hair falling on her back. “You won’t lose me.” She purred as she handed him the helmet, placing her hands back on the handles and sped off once the light turned green.

“I know.” James said under his breath, taking the helmet. He anticipated what was to come, this was Nat. He had got her to be spontaneous, so it was anyone’s guess of what they were going to do. He didn’t know; and he was pretty sure she wasn’t either quite yet.

infamousblackwidow:

askjamesbarnes:

“I do too too…even if I shouldn’t…I always want what I can’t have, an now we CAN, just…we could play it by ear? Try and figure it out together, just let whatever happens…happen. You know me, I make it up as I go along. When I have a plan, I throw it out the window.” Neither of them had what could be defined as a normal relationship, she was right. For her, it was arranged romances. Like Alexi…she was a seductress, yes, but she had more efficient ways to get what she wanted without degrading herself. She’d be in control, he figured. Now that she could. Anything she pursued, would be on his terms. As for him…he has been a ladies man, in another life. She was different though, no one could compare. She was the one. Too good be true. She was the one who got away, taken away…he wasn’t going to let her slip away again. She had made his worst his best. Se made it WORTH it…she had kept him as sane as he could be, reminded him what it felt to be human again…

Natasha’s lips twisted up into the slightest smile. “I think.. that is a great idea, James.” He was right, they needed to play it by ear. With the way their relationship had been in the past, there was no telling what way it would turn if they tried planning anything. The astonishing thing was that they actually agreed on something. Now, James was no longer claiming he would just bring her down. Natasha didn’t deem that the case. If he went down, she would go down with him, and would have no regrets. Even after all these years, he was often the light she looked to when her bloodied past came back to surround her in darkness. “What now?” The redhead suddenly asked, breaking the silence.

“Now…it’s on our terms. Yours. Mine. No sneaking around; no you being forced into things…no me having to hide the way I feel about you. I suppose the next step would be some actual dating. Anything particular you’ve always wanted to do?” Now James could give her everything he couldn’t before…so that was a positive. He knew she wouldn’t want to be spoiled, but she wouldn’t complain if he did so anyway.

Guess who’s back…

Anyone miss me?

b-widow-tasha replied to your post: Ooc: sorry for the inactivity on this account as…
:( miss bucky

Bucky misses his platonic Nat. :(

Still here, but paras are hard to do on a phone…

Ooc: sorry for the inactivity on this account as of late. My computer is in the shop being fixed, and I’m stuck using my phone or iPad.

This account is on semi-hiatus until then. I’ll still be here, just not quite as active as I was. I’ll keep ya updated.

infamousblackwidow:

askjamesbarnes:

“Do either of us know how to have a real, healthy, stable, relationship? You finally have stability…don’t want to take that away from you. Yet you can take care of yourself, make your own choices; If this is a bad one, should I-…God. Why am I doing this? I’m trying to convince myself just as much as I am you; but why?…We’d actually have a chance. I’m just having a hard time believing that we’d be allowed to take it.” He had his share of enemies, on both sides. With her at SHIELD, him walking the line could be compromising. Technically, he was a terrorist. She should bring him in, or shoot him, on sight. “Tell me that this is what you want…that you want me, us, what we had and more. If you can look me in the eye and honestly say it…Well, I know better than to keep you from getting it.” he sighed with a soft smirk.

“I don;t know if we ever had a healthy relationship… Sneaking around and keeping it a secret isn’t exactly healthy.. But I think we are capable of having one. We.. just have to trust one another…” That was easier said than done for Natasha. Ever since he had left… Or rather taken away. Everything seemed to crash around her. She closed herself more than ever after that point. Could she go back to that point? With James, she believed she could. However, there was still that constant fear that he would be taken from her again. “I don’t want to lose you again James… I want this.. It may take me some time to get into the swing of it all. But I want this..”

“I do too too…even if I shouldn’t…I always want what I can’t have, an now we CAN, just…we could play it by ear? Try and figure it out together, just let whatever happens…happen. You know me, I make it up as I go along. When I have a plan, I throw it out the window.” Neither of them had what could be defined as a normal relationship, she was right. For her, it was arranged romances. Like Alexi…she was a seductress, yes, but she had more efficient ways to get what she wanted without degrading herself. She’d be in control, he figured. Now that she could. Anything she pursued, would be on his terms. As for him…he has been a ladies man, in another life. She was different though, no one could compare. She was the one. Too good be true. She was the one who got away, taken away…he wasn’t going to let her slip away again. She had made his worst his best. Se made it WORTH it…she had kept him as sane as he could be, reminded him what it felt to be human again…

agentnatasharushman:

ASK JAMES BARNES: agentnatasharushman: “It isn’t payback, sweetie.” She teased back…

askjamesbarnes:

agentnatasharushman:

“It isn’t payback, sweetie.” She teased back before speeding off. Natalia wouldn’t say it to James, but she hated the helmet. She like the wind in her face, rather than that thing. She put the thought to the side and thought of places to go.

“Pet names. Said in a…

Natalia sighed as she slowed to a stop at a red light. “Remind me again why I wear this.” She mocked, a small smirk tugging at her lips.

“Because I don’t want to lose you again? Especially in such a mundane fashion, given your occupation…? Honestly I just wanted to see if you would wear it.” James gave her shoulder a small squeeze, biting his lip to stop himself from laughing.
romanovathewidow sent: Doing what, Yasha?

Роуз. Младенцев…Is this something…don’t tell me you’re over it Natalia. How can anyone ever truly get over that? But…is it something you still want?